so i got a job today yet somehow im still totally disgusted with my life in mississippi. i actually know why . its all my fkn dad . im eighteen ive lived on my own twice before i came here & i still have sooo many limitation on the things i can do . shit sucks and he has no remorse . im treated like my little damn sister yet i take on all the responsibilities of a damn house wife without complaining . just because i just so happen to associate myself with the older crew that maybe his friends doesnt mean anything. me and her friendship has nothing to do with his and her relationship . i asked to go back to work with her tomorrow and he tells me no . WTF else am i doing ? ive been sitting in the fkn house since MAY 7TH . get the fuck real !

and i feel like its all my dads fault . flawed ass nigga .

my dad finally sees my college transcript && i told him THREE MONTHS AGO that my grades were not good but he waits til now to get a fckin attitude . THEN he tells me i lied to him about my damn grades; he says i said ” they were not that good ” when i know i said ” they were not good at all ” . either way my point shouldve gotten across that my grades were not good . so now hes ignoring the hell outta me && tells me i cant get my hair done ! its not my fckin fault that you wanted to delay your fck reaction til you seen my grades for yourself . i wouldnt say that my grades were bad if they were really good . the fck sense does that make ?

justfrench:

but I can’t believe I saw this shit coming and I still chose to give a fuck. Well that’s the last straw. Anyone I fuck with, if I see a red flag at all i’m gone. I’m not sticking around to catch a knife in my spine.